apa nak jadi?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..


wah! dah lama gila tak update blog xD entah apa aku buat aku pun tatau. nak kata buat keje, tak siap2 pun -__-" sigh. ramai yang jeles aku dan kawan2 lain dah start belajar. yes, memang best. tapi, kerja dan bebanan tu akan sentiasa ada. malam tadi je, tido pukul 3 pagi. bangun balik pukul 6. 3 jam je tido tapi nasib baik tak ngantuk dalam kelas xD kononnya nak siapkan homework chem and prepare untuk test, last2 hampeh. tak paham apa and sangat blurr. so tukar angin, siapkan draft Russian Research. tekan2, taip2, SIAP! dan jam juga menunjukkan pukul 3 pagi. tapi untuk chem still takde ape2.


aku think positive, "takpe, Nisha, you can do it!" time break tengahari aku baca dan fahami. alhamdulillah faham cara nak kira. nota konsep aku baca sekali lalu je. bajet diri tu hebat bole terus ingat. Miss Ain pun masuk. mula2 dapat chocolate from Australia, Cadbury tapi sedap :D then, she opened a BIG envelope. pergh, soalan test dalam envelope, cam scary je. huhu. maka, test pun bermula. alamak! keluar benda ni. eh, aku baca tadi tapi apa ek? cmne nk explain ni? camne nak kira? kene buat apa ni? nak tulis apa ni? beribu persoalan, lebih daripada soalan test muncul dalam kepala. isy, habislah aku x( mesti Miss Ain sedih, eh budak ni tak belajar chem ke dulu? takkan bole masuk Intec, tak bole jawab soalan ni? isy isy isy..apa nak jadi ni Nisha...


so, aku telah menetapkan azam, actually since malam tadi lagi. aku taknak dah main2 dalam bab2 study and buat keje nih. pentingkan yang mana lebih penting. stay focus and use your time wisely. jangan buat last minute! kalau tak, diri sendiri suffer nanti. insyaallah (^_^)


demi melaksanakan azam baru ni, aku nak mula buat brainstorming untuk assignment Miss Penny yang satu lagi ni pulak. heheh x) harap2 tak jadi hangat2 tahi ayam lah. ok, da svidanya! (goodbye)


Timbunan Kerja-kerjaku:
+ presentation Medical Law (next week if "lucky")
+ folio Medical Law (submit after presentation)
+ quiz Biology (12 April)
+ presentation Biology (19 April)
+ Russian Research final essay
+ presentation Russian Research
+ folio & presentation Islamic Studies
+ Medical Research
+ role play Doctor-Patient


all to be done in April. everyday ada Russian language which get more complicated everyday. and Alhamdulillah quiz Physics and test Chem dah lepas. but there will be more later though. well, this is life ;)

kau tag aku eh..

arahannya:

1. Bold the statements that ARE true to you. 
2. Italicize the statements that you WISH were true. 
3. Leave the rest alone. 

I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades. 
I can drive.
I’m bored of driving.I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoonsI hate someone.
I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last :)
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs
I have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot. :P
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I cant live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I’m happy with what I have
I love horror films.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Orange juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat
I love my friends and family
:)

kaki bang__

Salam.


hari ni kesakitan mula dirasai -___-" ahaha. sakit kaki doh main futsal semalam. dah la masuk last minute. hahah. lawak je ktorg. tp cam puas la, akhirnya menang jugak :D well, menang laa.haha. first-timer ponn. tapi nasib baik ada kak sara yg sangat sangat helpful. kalau kak sara tak tolong rasanya lg teruk ktorg main. hahah. spasiba!


deyy ma"chaa! kita fight lagi kasuka nnt ehh ;) haha. kita boleh!


credits to eby-syeeda-anis-zati for a great game ;)


[gambar ngn esther laa.huhu]

vocal problem :O

Salam.


"Dobraye Utra,everyone!"


"Dobraye Utra,Olga!"


Kelas pun berlangsung...


"Now, Nisha."


"Aann-Onn-Unn"


"N'yet n'yet. (No, no). Aannh-Onnh-Unnh"


"Ann-Onnn-Unnn...-___-"


"N'yet n'yet.umm you have a soft voice.this is hard sound,hard sound, na. practice, practice"


Umm, no matter how many times I do it with different kind of style,tongue behind teeth,tongue at the back of the mouth,tongue up..I never got it right x) Olga said I have a soft voice. ahaha. some said we need to use "suara perut" but that is the problem. I remembered that time during DramaFest Form 4. Our first practice with the seniors, wafiq and kak bear, doing the voice projection. I was the only one who couldnt project my voice loud enough and because of that I cannot act in Twisted. so I wrote the script and directed it.


Hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih. I am never going to give up. Olga, I'll say it right! ahaha. InsyaAllah (^_^)

Maturity

Salam. hari ini, hati aku berdegup kencang. siapa sangka langkah aku ke MRSM Pengkalan Chepa membawa aku ke jalan yang aku lalui pada hari ini dan aku dikelilingi oleh manusia-manusia yang dianugerahi dengan pelbagai kebolehan. kadang-kadang aku rasa seperti aku tidak layak berada di sini. tetapi, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Berkuasa dan Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk diri kita. jadi, aku anggap bahawa ini adalah jalan yang telah Allah tentukan kepada aku. dan Allah Yang Maha Penyayang itu, tidak akan menguji hambanya melangkaui kemampuan hambaNya itu. oleh itu, aku percaya Allah berikan aku jalan ini kerana Allah tahu aku mampu untuk mengikutinya dan semuanya terletak pada tangan aku sama ada aku nak berusaha ke arah kejayaan atau pun tidak. begitu jugalah kepada anda yang membaca post ini. Allah itu Maha Adil kepada hamba-hambanya cuma cara je lain-lain ;) mekasih sebab baca yek (^_^) heheh. umm, aku akui memang hari ini aku sangat blurr dan "komplen" pasal hidup baru ni. memang aku tak dapat nak adapt lagi. seolah-olah macam baru masuk PC dulu. tapi, teringat kata2 kak milin, "if you can survive in PC, you can survive anywhere" i hold on to that word. InsyaAllah aku boleh. aku cuma perlukan kekuatan dan keyakinan. yeah! Nisha boleh!! xD