"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Masuklah ke dalam islam secara KESELURUHAN dan janganlah kamu ikuti langkah syaitan. Sungguh, ia musuh yang nyata bagimu." (2:208)

31 December 2008

dedicated to everyone :)

Assalamualaikum.

2009 akan menjadi LEBIH MENCABAR. trust me.
so whatever happened, stay strong and never give up.
remember to stand up everytime u fall.


tengok pumpkin ni. walaupun die tgh tonggang terbalik, tp die tetap senyum :)

& remember, when u feel alone, u r actly NEVER alone because ALLAH is always by your side.
dont forget that.


goodluck in 2009!
;p

PELERAIAN

Assalamualaikum.

seperti juga elemen2 plot dalam novel dan antologi, tahun ni pun ade gak plotnye dan sekarang sudah sampai ke peleraian. haha.

let's review back 2008;
-started upper form life. haha
-got into mrsm pc
-went to minggu bahasa zon timur for dramafest. lost to MRSM KT(mktb zarifah ;p bwekk) haha
-tried a new sport: tennis & lovin' it :D
-shocked with sem 1's result
-hari puteri "dari puteri untuk puteri"; danced Bollywood XD, fashion show as Mandarin girl
-went to KEJORA (kejohanan olahraga MRSM se-Malaysia) kat MRSM KT gak x) but this time KT tak menang XD haha
-had the worst fever in my whole life. DEMAM PANAS gler sampai my friends tak sanggup nak pegang.it was caused by a throat infection & mama marah for being too active. haha.
-tukar kelas from 4 Ammar to 4 Nukman because taking EST
-all EST classes are a whole lot of fun ;p cuz there's only the 7 of us.
-try out for BWP and made it to manifesto but lost to the votes xD (bak kata Cikgu Sapawi," tu la ernisha, awk kurang pengaruh") what to do. i am. haha. but ZARIFAH got the post as EXCO MASIH at MRSM KT. congrats fah!
-also realized BWP is too big for me.
-minggu aktiviti sem 2 (sem 1 tak merase, went to minggu bahasa) at student night award, performed 3 shows on 1 night; singing XD (lol, still cant believe i did that), choiring and drama.
-got an award that night. cam tak caye je [most versatile form 4 XD]
-be helpers for SUMUR (Sukan Zon Timur).
-homeroom activity; picnic at Pantai Irama, Bachok.
-try out for PRS. also realizing PRS is the better choice for me ;p
-oh & yeah i'm a PRS now. love the family :D
-puasa! the best experience at mktb :D
-Raya Request! (request card among MRSMs & others) PRS first project ;p
-sambutan raya at mktb. PRSes berpictures. best!
-PRS 0708 and 0809 outing! went to Pantai Irama, Bachok.again.but this time 100 times lagi GEMPAQ!
-it's all about PRS after that x) ngee.
-drama-ing throughout the year either i acted or i directed. hehe. Hari Guru, Student Night Award, Merdeka, Annual Dinner form 5.
-final exam sem 2.
-f4 school session over.
-& i think that's about it at PC
-banyak rupanya apa yg i dah buat at PC
-holiday, SEM, outings!, homework, blogging, eating, sleeping, shopping
-results! oh menurun :(
-Jakarta & Bandung

-end of 2008 ;)

-hello 2009 :D

tomorrow will be the new page of my life. insyaallah, more GOOD things will happen next year ;p

top up [MUST READ!]

terjumpe artikel ni kat www.iluvislam.com. harap korang hayati ;p

Maaf,baki anda tidak mencukupi untuk membuat panggilan”..

Kita sering saja mendengar perkataan ini daripada operator telefon apabila kita kehabisan kredit.Selalunya,apabila kita ingin membuat panggilan,lebih-lebih lagi kepada yang tersayang,apabila mendengar perkataan ini keluar dari telefon,kita akan berasa kecewa dan terus bergegas mencari bekalan ‘topup’.Kita akan memastikan bahawa kredit kita sentiasa penuh.Tetapi,pernah tidak kita aplikasikan ini kepada sesuatu yang lain?

Cuba kita bayangkan.Satu hari,satu suara berkata kepada kita..“Maaf,pahala anda tidak mencukupi untuk membolehkan anda masuk ke syurga”.Pernah tak kita berfikir seperti itu?Bayangkan di hari kebangkitan nanti,perkataan seperti itu diucapkan kepada kita.Bagaimana agaknya perasaan kita ketika itu?Apakah kita masih boleh men ‘top-up’ pahala kita di saat pahala amalan kita yang terlampau sedikit ini dihitung.Bayangkan rasa kecewa yang menyelebungi diri kita,melebihi segala kekecewaan kita gagal dalam peperiksaan di dunia,kecewa dalam interview,kecewa dalam kerja,dalam segalanya.

Kita selalu menangis apabila kita kita kehilangan sesuatu yang amat berharga kepada diri kita.Tetapi,pernah tidak sekali kita menangis mengenangkan dosa-dosa silam kita.Pernah tidak kita mendengar kisah-kisah para alim ulama’,tabi’ tabii’n dahulu,yang selalu menangis mengenangkan dosa mereka yang sedikit.Sedangkan kita? Dosa kita terlalu sedikitkah berbanding mereka yang menyebabkan terlalu sukar untuk kita menitiskan air mata.Tetapi,apabila kekasih kita meninggalkan kita,sampai bengkak mata kita menangis.Betapa lemahnya iman kita..


Ubatilah hati kita selagi peluang bertaubat masih terbentang dan janganlah menunggu sehingga terbentangnya maksiat-maksiat kita di hari akhirat,baru kita hendak menyesal kerana seperti pepatah melayu “sesal dulu pendapatan,sesal kemudian tiada berguna” .

Berkata ulama’,terdapat 9 perkara yang boleh meng'islah(ubah)kan hati :

1.Membaca al-Quran dengan tadabbur dan memahami maknanya.
2.Mengosongkan perut dengan mengurangkan makan
3.Bangun malam dengan beribadat
4.Bermunajat pada waktu sahur
5.Berdamping dengan orang Soleh
6.Diam daripada perkara-perkara tidak bermanfaat
7.Uzlah daripada orang jahil
8.Jangan selalu bersama mereka(orang jahil)
9.Makan benda yang halal

Konklusinya,marilah kita sama-sama merenung dan menangisi dosa-dosa kita lakukan.Tidak rugi untuk menitiskan air mata kita kerana takutkan Allah kerana titis-titis air mata kita dan amalan-amalan baik kita umpama ‘top-up’ yang akan mengisi ‘kredit’ untuk kita pada hari perhitungan nanti,insyaALLAH..

“Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang beriman adalah mereka yang apabila disebut nama Allah,gementar hatinya..dan apabila dibacakan ayat-ayatNya kepada mereka..bertambah(kuat) imannya dan hanya kepada Tuhan mereka bertawakkal” (Al-Anfal,2)

23 December 2008

ape ni?

List 10 person & answer the questions that follow.

1. Farah
2. Sak
3. Nawal
4. Emon
5. Daia
6. Aiman
7. Akmal
8. Azuan
9. Wafiq
10. Liyana

how long have you known 8?
uhh..since form 1. i can still remember the first time i talked to him.it was when i needed his help for the PAI's board at 1 Firasat.

how do you feel towards 5?
she loves me. oh! i love her! daia, miss u so much! x)

who is 1?
my besties! she is my life ;p

when was the last time you spoke to 6?
that time when i called to tell him the surprising news about PRS. 12 or 13 dec? lebih kurang la.

would you go out with 4?
oh yes! he's my bestfriend gak ;p

what was your best memories with 7?
everything in Sem 1. At Ammar's and Biruni's ;p

what if you couple with 3?
already :D

when is 9's birthday?
uhh i couldnt exactly remember when but it's in Sept x)

when was the last time you had seen 2?
bile? a long time ago but insyaallah will meet her 30 dec ;p

where did you first meet 10?
at MRSM PC.

niNA shaWAL

Assalamualaikum.

let me introduce you, NiNa ShaWal :D

Nisha & Nawal
Nawal? she's my boyfriend. she's different. not a lesbo partner but my boyfriend, or girlfriend, or anywhich ;p hehe. she's very kecik that she called herself 'little nawal'. she's my besties at PC & she made my life at PC more meaningful, besides PRS lah ;p
nawal! i just wanna say,
"i miss u like crazy! love u girl xD"
jumpe kat maktab 3rd Jan!!


22 December 2008

oh MALUnyer!

Assalamualaikum.

Inilah kisah pagi-pagi dah ter'malu'. hoho.


Malam tadi mama panggil,
"sha cuba bace mesej ni."
ohkay, i pun bacelah, it says something about ceramah motivasi di UiTM Puncak Perdana (depan umah je) hari Isnin, PERCUMA je.

i got excited and said, "bolehlah, ma :D bile? esok eh? pukul brape?"
"jap mama tanya" "pkul 8 kumpul kt depan library UiTM."
& so i gave my name n IC number.

"ma, kalau nisha tak bangun esok pagi, kejut eh ;p"
"eh, set la jam"
" set dah ma, tdo balik nnt. hehe"

& so i entered the world of dreamlands. i terbangun and rasa haus. biarlah, tdo balik.tk tgk jam pun pkul brape.tak bole solat pun. haha.
7.40 pagi mama kejut

" pegi ke tak?"
"eh, pegilah. hehe."
"nisha set jam ke tak tadi?"
"set dah ma, entah, mcm tak trbgn plak.hee"
or was it mase yg i trbgn rase haus tu? XD ngee. so i pun gi mandi, siap2 in 15 minutes. pastu terus pegi ke UiTM.sampai2 je, aik takde orang pun lagi.

"nisha awal kot"
"mebe.tapi ma, kate pkul 8 kumpul, takkan la orang tak datan
g lagi"
we waited.pastu mama cakap
"cuba nisha bace mesej tu balik.betul ke hari ni?"
i took her fon n bace balik the mesej :
"Ceramah Motivasi Percuma di UiTM Puncak Perdana, Isnin 29/12/2008."
"hari ni brape haribulan?"
"22"
"T_T"


we both burst out laughing.hahaha.

"ape la nisha ni."
"haha. tu la, bace Isnin kan, ingatkan hari ni la. depan die 2 jugak ma tp hujungnye 9. ngee"
"haha. mama pun tak bace betul2"
"hehe. nasib baik mama tak turunkan nisha lagi. kalau tak, malu sorang2. hoho"

sepanjang prjalanan dlm kete, dua2 sengih je. haha. dua2 malu. sampai umah, abah nak keluar, pegi keje.
"eh, tak jadi pegi ke?
"nisha salah tengok tarikh."
"isnin minggu depan bah. hehe. oh, bah, happy birthday!"

"oh, terima kasih."

mebe disebabkan i got excited today was abah's birthday n it's on monday, i thought the ceramah motivasi was today. haha. malu je.

To abah: Happy Birthday! Semoga Allah sentiasa memberkati dan memanjangkan umur babah.



18 December 2008

PRS 0809

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya MRSM PC 0809


sayang korang semue! <333

TRASHED

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Finally i decided," aa, biarlah!" n no longer wanting to care about study :D & finally not being schema "ah great!" so i picked up this book, TRASHED by Allison Gaylin that i bought two days ago. it's been very tempting while i finished my homework. Sabar nisha, sabar. the patience had been paid.

I started to read n never put it down except when i needed to go to toilet. heh. I was so caught up with the killer thriller. " not bad aa this book" plus with the gossips and celebs, its not a very serious thriller.oh n i never look at the time but i noticed it's dark outside my room and quiet. well, the others must have gone to sleep. i read. suddenly i felt the ping to go to the toilet at the same time i heard something moving outside. the book really got into me that i started imagine '
what could be outside'. but i rilly have to get to the toilet. i opened the door.

"oh, babah"

ape2lah after that, i continued my reading.until the part about the mysterious death of
Emerald Deegan, my stomach flinched and i got nervous. "wow, this book is actually good" tak penah in my life i felt scared reading a book. hahah. i look at the clock, it's 3 in the morning. umm i rilly want to finish it but my eyes got very heavy and i slept.

and just this morning, i finished it."oh best best!" it's cool to read a homicide killer thriller sometimes. u shud try it ;p something different from what u always read.

17 December 2008

si kuneng.

Assalamualaikum.


dah la kuneng. JAHATT plak.

got tagged?

Senaraikan 8 perkara rawak tentang anda kemudian tag 8 orang.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

NOMBOR 1 - saye suke buku cerite. suke BUKU. tapi tak bace. hah. seriusly, hahah. i love buying books. i love books. like if i see this book yg i noe about it, i get excited! when i see a book with pretty cover, i go "uuu! niiiice :D" & when i feel this book cam interesting. i bought it. balik umah, excitedly bukak the first page & then close it again. pastuu put it aside.kat bookshelves. until some time, oh, buku ni! tak bace lg. bukak the first page. oh, close it again. haha. but it oly happens to books yg cam tak best sangat. buku2 yg best, oh i never put it down until i finish it :D easier said, saya SUKA buku tapi KURANG membaca.actually.

NOMBOR 2 - saye tak penah naik KTM atau any pengangkutan AWAM on my own. believe it or not. hahah. well, biasenye, anywhere i want to go, my mum will make sure i do have the transport to go to whatever place it is. bukan nak kata dimanjakan, euu no! tapi my mum cam wont allow me go anywhere by myself. haha.time keluar ngan amal, i mesti naik ngan die.sorry to trouble u amal but senang skit pun ;p & now kbetulan my brother tgh holiday, he's the one to send me directly to anywhere i want to go. boleh kate,i bukan senang2 je bole keluar XD haha.

NOMBOR 3 - i dont have chemistry with technology. tehnically, saye kuno with technology.

NOMBOR 4 - i always try out the outfits that i just bought as soon as i got home. haha. or anything that is newly bought. baju, seluar, kasut even stationaries. i kinda have fear of feeling regret with what i just bought. ye la, sometimes i bought this shirt. in the end it actually looks bad on me. although mase shopping it looks nice. so i will try and mix&match the outfit that i just bought so that i wont feel any regret later.

NOMBOR 5 - i've gain a lot of weight since masuk asrama. oh god! sometimes i wonder jugak, best sangat ke duk asrama ni. selera jer.hurmm..i dont know la. balik umah, i dont eat much. & when i think about it again, if what i eat at home same je ngan what i eat at asrama, then how come i gained more weight? & worse, my adik broke the penimbang berat kat umah. how am i ever going to know how much i weight now?

NOMBOR 6 - i prefer my own imagination than seeing it real. well, when i read, i have my own movie, my own imagination of how the story is in my own little mind. but when the story became a movie, it gets UGLY. maybe i was hoping the movie to be like what i imagined but at least the movie should be like what i expected and i could still enjoy seeing it alive ;p && i would say Twilight kinda disappointed me?

NOMBOR 7 - CHOCOLATE BESTT! oh i lurrrrve chocolates. & i enjoy foundee at Amuleto dat day. Thank u Mun for the treat!!

NOMBOR 8 - i can do a lot of things but i'm not the BEST in it. was that why i won Most Versatile at PC Student Night Award? ahaks XD && ape2 pun i enjoy everything i do. Alhamdulillah.

nak tag sape ek? anyone lah yg rase2 cam nak buat :) ngeee.

ni la rak buku.

i'm SCARED : Nisha Edison?

Assalamualaikum.

Hye.
I've been
planning to face my worst fear and today i face it.
Let's say it's something that you have to face very frequently to overcome the fear.
Before i start, i already felt the shiver in my hands. Even thinking of it makes me shaking.
But i HAVE to face it. i MUST. it's something that i could not run from. i just have to.
I faced my fear. at first, it was fine. second time, i..uh need reference. the third time, i give up.
I tried again. Fine, try another way. Umm, maybe. but just maybe.
I
failed again.

What should i do? i keep running away from it. im scared of it
. i really am.
This thing that i'm afraid of, it's COMPULSORY in life. there's no way i could just put it aside.
I have tried A LOT of times but i never get the right way. and then, i ended up crying.
yeah, the only thing that could
make me cry without even hurting me. but crying wont help would it?
This thing will always be around me and yet i'm scared.
i know a person that might just help. but she's not someone that i can just meet whenever i want.

and then it goes back to me. it's ME! im the only one who can overcome my own fear. my worst fear.
i will just have to try again.

That also reminds me of what i said to my friends.
"kalau jatuh, bangun balik" right. i forgot. XD ha
ha.
i should never give up. NEVER.
Thomas Edison tried 1000 ways to invent the light bulb. and only on the 1001th way did he succeed.

not giving up and the strong will to succeed is the key. yes, nisha. be NISHA EDISON! XD



Dear whoever who is reading this right now,
I hope you could pray for me to overcome this UNAVOIDABLE fear.
I must if i want to survive.
Help.
Thank you.


Insyaallah. Ameen.

ps: this fear? i could not tell ;p

02 December 2008

DECEMBER dah!!!

Assalamualaikum.

Dah masuk bulan December!!
that means : sebulan lagi nak jadi Form 5
T_T
heh. thn dpn SPM doh
i'm excited actually. haha. it's challenging wat?
except there is one fact that i have to face.
after SPM.
it might be the one thing that some people want the most.
but I? i find it scary. hahah. well yea. we are living on our own.
tapi best jugak! :D
nisha nisha. ape2 lah
but another thing for sure;
I DECLINE PLKN
no way people!
i'd rather go and work at mcD instead of camping.
i'g get money you know.hah. $$

Dear Kementerian Pelajaran,
please do not choose me as a candidate for PLKN.
Your co-operation is very much appreciated.
Thank you.
;p

30 November 2008

enam BELAS

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.

Alhamdulillah. i'm sixteen!! a year pass in like a nick of time but waiting to be sixteen is like waiting for a bus yg rosak di tengah jalan. why eh? hahahh. dont know why this year i cud not wait for my sixteenth birthday although being sixteen is being sixteen lah.so what? hahah.

it's getting near! it's getting nEARR!!! hehe.ape2 pun before i celebrate anything i must thank to Allah subhanallahuwataala for keeping me alive until these days. He had also given me a lot of REZEKIs.family.friends.health.knowledge.foods. hahah. u can never count how many rezekis Allah had given u but what u can do is always be thankful :) and insyaallah Allah will give more in the future.even for my birthday this time, i got plenty of REZEKIs. happiness that is.thank u Allah :) isn't He the Greatest? hihi.

Being Sixteen
how should i say this? being sixteen is being form 4 lah.haha. this year had been a very challenging one. studying and living in MRSM actually teaches me to be more independent in life. without my dad to buy stuffs, my mum to do my laundry, my brothers to be my driver LOL XD sorry dudes! without farah to inspire me, my room, my bed, everything i do by myself ;p i know its nothing much but one thing i really appreciate. i get more friends! :D and peeps, i tell u i enjoy life at MRSM Pengkalan Chepa no matter how bad, how boring, how tough, how stupid that place is because this is life! there's nothing easy. life is all sweet and sour, right? so please. stop complaining and start to enjoy your life and appreciate it no matter where you are ;p and i still have one more year at PC.i cant wait actually because in this one remaining year, a lot, i mean A LOT of things could happen and that will teach me more about LIFE :D yep.

THE DAY
two days before, mama and adi already bought my present :D hihi. because it's something that i have to choose by myself and i loove it! a day before, i was singing in my shower when i heard my lil brother called for me. heh? sebuk je org tgh mandi nih. i finished my shower and i saw something on my table.an envelope. pretty big. i put on my shirts and eagerly open it. there were a letter, a postcard and another two smaller envelopes. hurm. i wonder who gave it to me. i read the letter and almost cried. it's from AYESHA. a very thoughtful friend whom i havent met for 7 years. i could not remember when was the last time we contacted each other if she didnt mentioned it in the letter.more than a year ago. thats long isnt it? i opened the other envelope. it's a birthday card. it was very nice. she gave me her latest pictures in the other envelope. i look at it with an awe. she is a very beautiful person. i wish i could meet her someday. i really do. i felt very guilty for being such a bad and forgetful friend while she is very kind and very thoughtful. thank you Allah for giving me a friend like her. & i hope our friendships will last as long as it can :)

the card

oh finally the day. wishes pouring in and thats it. haha. my family dont celebrate birthdays secare besar-besaran. LOL. i attended a wedding. wee, they got married on my birthday! haha. then i went to kampong because my atuk is sick. sian atuk. the thing is kan, he could be very healthy if he is well taken care of. hmm..i dont know la adults. dont want to get involve in. then pegi umah nenek (well yea, my mum's and dad's satu kampong jer ;p) seronok spending time ngan nenek. cayunk nenek and atuk! :) hope u guys will always be alive and kicking :P hihi. and then went to dinner at our favourite restaurant. Restoran Tasik Indah. Makan seafood la apa lagi. my family memang suke makan lagi2 with two big brothers yang memang enjoyy makan. haha. it was veeeryy deee-ley-sheous! with my brother ordering lobster, harga pun deee-ley-sheous gler! hehe. thanks bah for the treat! oh, my abah rocks! he's playing PSP seeing my brothers asyik main jer. he said : hah! babah bawak gi office lah. haha. Command & Conquer. it's a game of perang. well, for an ex-army it really is his GAME. enjoyy bah!

&& thank you so much to all my friends who remembers my day.
i love you guys! ;p

29 November 2008

i started a blog!

Assalamualaikum.
Hey, i started a blog!
LOL. as if it is such a big deal.
haha.
wait a sec.
it is a BIG DEAL.
from now on, i wud write my unique storias
ade la this person kata suka dgr my citer
so after this, insyaallah all those unique-stories-la-konon
will be HERE :D
s o o n.